Life is a very unusual thing i have realized at the age of twenty four. When we are small we are told that it is necessary to plan your life and to use our youth to make something of ourselves..................well i did that.But as it turned out life did not care much for my plan..........and even then i managed to stay on track. when the teens hit me i quite following the acclaimed trend went into rebellion and decided that to hell with plans i am going to live it up.............and did, i made so many mistakes that i don't care to think about now. So i went back to planning..................and now it seems that i am yet again late to the party for the present trend is "the present". don't bother about the past( which i agree with) but don't think of the future either and this is what confuses me. does this mean i am not to have any ambition, do what others are doing...........like partying sleeping around, doing a mundane job etc, etc . then why at the same time does the advice also appear to not to join the rat race, stick to one's own individuality and create a world of your own. life at twenty four when i was four offered answers but now at twenty four it has it still unfamiliar and uncharted. it does not let me take control nor does it lead in a path that i understand.
